24/2 ♥

Im very upset today

I dont even know how can i hold up what u have told me today

The most memorable is u said "I won't throw (something)......" to me...

When I heard u said that to me, 

my heart was very pain 

and it was really broken my heart...

That's why i don't dare looked into ur eyes...

I use to be very rude in front of u,

I just wanted u hate me alot, and let us take a break

at the same time, my tears is hiding inside

i told myself i can't let my tears drop down

i don't need your sympathy and i don't wan you give me chance again even that's not my fault

that time i just wan to let u go

why should we being like this

is it the (something) is the most important than me?

is it i'm forcing u?

is it very hard to choose?

what u have promise me and what u have make me felt dissapointed at the same time

my mind is very confusing what had i told to u

i'm very shock at the time

i had take my brave to said out my feeling and it would no any changing for any reason
In that time i'm really felt afraid to get ur answer...
i scare to lost u, and can't survive without u too..

when u told me something, u said that was just a memories, sorry i can't accept that's all

i don't wan to repeat one more again, i just wan it gone away from me...

my heart is very soft seriously...

i will always remember this....

I won't think about this again

I really wan to thankyou my friend that always by my side

thanks for always being such a good friend...

I’m also very lucky in this time

I saw him again...we have long time didnt meet each other

but the sad thing, he didnt saw me...

I wonder how when we meet again...

it is what i told yuki, he's just my teacher...the truly....no one will know...

Iloveyou in my heart very very deep. (: